HeartsbaneHeartsbaneBeing around you like I amIt's a sensation I can hardly standPassed the point of torture, which I can barely pretendSo I have you show you I'm okay, and that I'm doing the best I canThis weight of my heart's worldHarboring all of these scars, new and oldAnd it contains countless secrets that I try and holdWhich I continue to endure alone, because I sold my soul-This pain is my peaceThat's why I need you, pleaseYour hope divides the fearSo I will always depend on you being hereBut I'm so afraidTo let myself love someone againBecause my hands are still stainedFrom all of those heavy tears that rained-I want to forbid myself from becoming lost in your eyesWhile I'm desperately trying to not release everything that's bottled up insideEvery second, I'm an inch away from revealing all of these feelings that I try to hideI'd give you it all, and deny you nothing, for I know your happiness will also become mineI don't want another day to be lovele
Do you still--think you got the best of me?think again.assume i'm still crying over glass pieces of my heart?look again.believe i'll never be the same again?because i'll be better.feel like i want you back?just to show you how unbroken i am. ---think i need you like i used to?think again.assume that i'll still be waiting under a rainy sky with unread letters?look again.believe i'm only a reader who gave up writing for you?because i'm better than before.feel like i don't mean a word i say?it's because you never knew me.
P is for PANSEXUALWhy is it every time I see the good ol' "LGBT" acronym extended to LGBTQAS and so on so forth..But rarely so I ever see a "P" thrown anywhere in there?Are we not a part of it? Do people still see us as bisexual? It's not like I'm asking for much, I just wish more people had knowledge of the "P". And that more would acknowledge the "P". We're real too. And as a "P" I would like to see it included as folders in more groups I'm in and see. I would like to see and hear the "P" included in that long standing acronym for "FREEDOM". Not much to ask. Even when professionals of LGBT youth organizations use the "full" acronym, rarely do I hear a "P" in it.So, what gives?Do we not count anymore?Are we just "bisexuals with perks" now?I would love to know, really, why is it so hard to remember us and acknowledge us?And further more, include us.That's all this little "P" here is asking for. Acknowledgement. Cause this little "P" fights for the rights and futures all gays, lesbi