Well, at least there's no more FCAT this week. Now I just get to wait in stress until next week when I get to do it all over again.
That, among other things, have just been welling up inside and now I feel like I'm going to burst. That's ok though, I'll be fine. Now I've taken to writing emo kid poetry (sounds like an artform all in itself. XD) when I'm down. Well, it's not so much poetry as it is rhythmic ranting, but isn't all emo kid poetry?
Here, I'll post some (just to get it out of my system):
It must be a feeling I am not meant to embrace.
Of course, you cannot recieve what you haven't given.
But what reason is there to give?
Looking in from the outside of life,
But never really feeling, or experiencing.
Not quite a lie, but not quite the truth.
Just there, waiting.
Waiting to take a new turn.
But what if that turn holds the same outcome as this one?
A life of empty happiness and pointless satisfaction.
What is it really without the love of another?
I suppose it doesn't matter so long as it exists.
But not for me, not now.
But for others, not much different from myself.
Have I wronged? Sinned?
Sinned in the eyes of a god I do not believe in?
Wronged in the eyes of karma?
An answer I will never know until later.
Later when that someone will confess their love a moment too late.
When I am gone.
Now wasn't that just touching? XD *feels all emo and crap* And unfortunately, there's alot more where that came from.
Oh, I also got a few more drawings up in my gallery in case you're interested (check the Scraps too).
- Listening to: If Everyone Cared- Nickelback
- Reading: A Great and Terrible Beauty
- Watching: Nothing at the moment.